Friday 12 August 2016

You won't be mine for long.

This is to do with a relationship I was in, in late 2011-2012.


I was 21, young, naive & in love (thought I was) However, I was also in a relationship with someone while I was in America. I met him before I left & continued dating while I was away. Around December 2011, I was in Los Angeles staying at The Standard Downtown LA Hotel. I had only been there for a week & during that week, I had a dream. In this dream, I had dreamt that will be a girl who will come in-between my boyfriend & I. In shock, I woke up & tried to shake it off but the feeling stuck there. When I called my boyfriend who was in Australia later that day, I told him about this dream & he laughed it off saying: "No one is going to come in between us." But yet I still couldn't shake the feeling. So I just let it be.


A couple of weeks later, I had come back from Las Vegas & stayed at my aunt's place in Utah. While I was sleeping, I had the sudden urge to wake up & to check my Facebook, it was as if someone told me: "Wake up."  So I did & to my surprise, a girl has put up photos of him, with his arm around another girl. I saw these pictures before my so called "boyfriend" took them down. The day before I was due to fly back to Australia, he messaged saying that things won't work out.

I arrived back home & I messaged him saying: "Did you cheat?" He replied with: "No but I was starting to have feelings for someone else." & what do you know? It was the girl he had his arm around. This is what my dream was telling me.


It is quite important to pay close attention to certain signs etc. It could help you understand what is about to happen and to prepare yourself.

Saved from what could've been the worst.

This is written based on actual events.


It was 2009. I was 19. I had finished work that afternoon & was at home scrapbooking. I wanted to buy more things & thought it would be great to walk to the closest store which was down the road. It's about a 30 minute walk, depending on your pace. So I walked, the weather was perfect, not too hot yet not too cold either. I arrived, got what I needed but then was starting to feel hungry. There was a take-away store, one store over so I ordered some chips with gravy. I sat down to eat & noticed a guy (in his late 20's) looking at me while pacing up & down infront of me, talking on the phone. He had a strong accent & was talking in an arabic language. In the amount of time I sat there, I studied this guy. The way he looked at me, how he walked, his tone of voice, where to go if things were to happen. I then heard a voice telling me to get up, grab my things & start heading home. There wasn't anyone near me or behind me but it felt like I was prompted to get out of there immediately. Without hesitation, I started to pack my food & things & then I saw him sit down at the table across from mine, facing me. I quickly got up & started to walk. He saw me & quickly got up & stood infront of me, blocking me from walking away from him. He asked me: "Where are you going?" I said: "I've got to go, my brother is waiting for me." (I stated that so he knew that a guy was waiting for my return) He continued to ask me questions but I avoided eye contact & started searching for a place to run to & my next move if things got out of hand. He asked if I had a boyfriend? I lied & said I did. He asked for my number & I politely declined giving it out, trying not to come off rude as I don't know how dangerous this person could be. He was still blocking my way & as I was still trying to make my way out, I prayed & asked God to watch over me in the situation & help me get out of harms way. I looked at this man & was able to move past him & started walking away as fast as I can.
As I walked, I kept looking behind me to make sure I wasn't followed.


I made it home safely.

I thanked God above for delivering me out of a situation which could've been something bad if I never listened to that voice that told me to get out of there straight away. This is why it's important to listen carefully to the promptings/warnings or even your instincts. Most importantly. Pray.